All day long I have stretched forth my hands unto a disobedient and gainsaying people. -Romans 10:21
You, as an atheist, may not be reaching out to God. But let me assure you that God is reaching out to you, calling you to Him. You may think that you can out-run God. Or that you can wash your hands of Him by feeding yourself lies that He isn't real. However, you cannot wash your hands of God--He will still be there. Neither does God believe in atheists--in His eyes, you're still there.
So I'm asking you today to give up, to stop trying to make it on your own, and to give your heart and life to Jesus before it's eternally too late for you. You already have what it takes to believe--the Word of God has already been spoken. Just come to Jesus. Just come to Jesus. Just come to Jesus, placing all your trust in Him while leaving all sin behind you.